Well, now I have a bit of a quandary. A couple days ago I began to edit my Blindman book. Today I have found the template for createspace publishing where I have uploaded the first chapter. The problem is, that chapter begins 7 months after the first chapter I’ve put in my most recently edited Blindman book. Which would be better? To begin 7 months prior or to use the 7 months’ prior scenes as flashbacks?
My only solution is to see if I can download another kdp book format and try writing it as I have been for two days and see when I merge it with the current first chapter, that first chapter being a later chapter in the book, if it will read better or worse.
I keep asking myself why this book is giving me so many problems? It was difficult to write but I felt like the story needed telling. Now I can’t even decide where to begin to tell the tale? What is wrong with me???? I’ve never had this much trouble writing before.
I did wake up sick this morning, but it feels like this whole fiasco has gone on forever. I can hear Julie Rogers singing her song . . . was that her name? No, it was Julie Andrews . . . singing “Let’s start at the very beginning” . . . well, how can I do that if I’m not sure where the very beginning is, and if I’m not sure which sequence of events would read better?
Ok. I’m going to try to download/upload whatever load another kdp book format and put the book in it and write a little that way and see how it sounds. That’s all I know to do.
That took an hour, and I wasn’t successful. Before there was a formatted book template at Createspace on Amazon. Then, because that worked so well, they combined Createspace with kdp publishing on Amazon. So now you have your book available in paperback and anyone who buys that kindle from Amazon gets to read any book that is on that site for free on their kindle . But still it’s the place I published my first two books, so let’s continue?
I cannot find the formatted template for the book’s interior like I could easily find it on Createspace. I do admit, I’m sick. I was working on this to try to take my mind off how sick I do feel this morning. I had a sub job lined up for tomorrow afternoon, but when I woke up throwing up this morning, I canceled it. I no longer care if canceled has one l or two.
I am sick of everything taking four hundred times as long as it has to because no one can put anything anywhere a sane person can find it.
I no longer care if this book ever gets published.
I may never work on it again.
I realize I am having a temper tantrum and I don’t care.
I’m now having chills. I hate this body! If you get a little age on your body, it begins to have its check engine light come on daily. Sometimes I don’t think it even knows what the hell it’s doing anymore.
I have a friend who worries about his mind not working right as he ages. I’d prefer to lose my mind and keep my body. My mind can tell what is going on, and it doesn’t like it one bit.
Where the hell did the kdp site hide the interior format section?
I wonder if I can save it one way . . . I have it with a book started in it on microsoft office . . . can I save that book one way and then delete what’s in the template and save it the other way and carry on? I’m going to try that. I’d say I’d brb, but we all know that’s a lie. If it involves a computer, I’ll be back in a year or two!
When I save it, it cannot be read where I saved it so that I could delete what was in the interior and replace it with the other way I wanted to write the book. I am going to end this blog with the way the template has looked in the past and if anyone knows where kdp publishers has hidden this template, please let me know. I give up. I’m sick. I’m tired and I just don’t care anymore. Here’s what I was looking for . . . it’s a book interior format and it was easy to use (so they probably discontinued it). What I’m going to paste, (if THAT works this morning) is just chapter 2. The template contained a lot of other parts of the book as well, but if you recognize the following and know where I can find it, please let me know.
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